LOST

what do you do when you're confused ? . . .

love jayy

WHEN I LOOK AT YOU

I am in love with this song . . . .

love jayy

My one and only

So I'm 3hours late on it, but Happy Turkey Day..?

I'm thankful for my SON, for I knew since the day he was born, he'd be the only man in my life to ever love me conditionally and always. One man in my life that won't lie or cheat or break my heart. Although I gotta be mean sometimes and give him a spanking cause he deserves it, i love him always. There will never be anyone in the world who could love my son more than I do. <3

I'm also thankful for my girls, for without em' idk where I'd be. All I need are my 3 J's.

Thanksgiving actually sucked ass this year, it wasn't a family thing like I'm used to. But I did get to spend it with my awesome friends! One's I lost touch with and I regret it, but every time I see them they still welcome me back with open arms and loving ;]

I still hate the fact that people use holidays to show their appreciation and thankfulness. You should be thankful for what you have all the time, not just once a year. Same goes for Valentines' Day, show the person you love, love every day don't wait til it's a national holiday.

No black Friday shoppin' for me this year. Christmas is usually my favorite holiday of the year, but this year blahh.. can we just skip it and move onto the NEW Year?

HAPPY THANKSGIVING

HAPPY THANKSGIVING EVERYONE!

- yes its that time to have a feast with your loves

- I am thankful for my whole entire life

- & You guys should be thankful to have me in your life =]

Tomorrow is black friday, & I better find some freakin good sales!

The mall is definetly gonna be packed with crazy people everywhere.

Enjoy Your Turkey Today; muahs.

love jayy

if you think you a bad bitch

come fuckin' see me.

lol ..its funny i knew in my head the answer to my question before i even asked it.. thanks for proving me right.. its pathetic how some bitches just don't know how to keep to themselves and mind their own lives.. such DICK HUNGRY ASSS HOESSS

yeah bitch, i'll see you when i see you.

WHEN THE ROOF CAVED IN & THE TRUTH CAME OUT

My Dear Girlfriend Trinh,

I love you so much. & you're hurting. It hurts me too, to know whats been going on. People are just lame & a joke. I'll always be here for you, you know that. We're like family. It makes me shed my tears so bad. No close friend likes to know the pain & sorrow that you're having. I love you & baby Jayden ♥

& now . . .

Some people do good & give out to others, but sometimes you get nothing in return? So why bother anymore ? I don't know. Some people doesn't deserve the tragic & bullshit that they have to go through. Dealing with drama & stupidity of others constantly. It's like on repeat. SMH!

. . .

I've been so confused & lost lately. I really don't know what's been going on with me. I go out & put a smile on my face so that no one knows. I'd say, I really did a good job at it. I just wanna get away as far as I can. Away from everyone, just to relax & be by myself. Definetly a vacation or something.

NOTICE :

Notice how our blog is like a diary or something. Thats why its called SFF REAL TALK. SFF stands for something only MY TRINH & JoBABY would know. This is really like xanga. We don't usually blog about you know fashion, music, & such & such. Sometimes I do. BUT we normally use this to release whats on our minds. So we hope you guys feel us on what we're writing or telling; saying, whatevers.

love jayy

Fuck you, and your bitch too

Want something to read? Well tomorrow night when you come home and look at your empty room and empty closet that once had your son's and your EX's belongings but now who's presence is gone you can go cry on the phone to the same bitch you screwed all that up for. Congratulate yourself, hope it was all worth it. But please, don't ever let it spill who it was that you screwed this life up for, cause i promise i will kill the bitch.. and then you .

And to think i came back here and WASTED about 7months on nothing but a PATHETIC COWARD who looked me right in my eye and LIED like a BITCH!.