Teenage Pregnancy

"These little girls think they know all about life and it's upcomings. NO having a kid ISNT gonna make everything better, it WONT make him stay forever.! it's just gonna bring 101 problems and MORE!! And in the end, your kid is gonna be the one suffering.Think about that before deciding to throw away your life at 16, have a kid & expect your parents to bbysit while you try to live a normal, teenage life." -Excerpt from my fb status

My mother always told me "If he loves you, he'll wait."
I didn't listen, but then again I was 21 when I had Jayden.
When you're of age, do whatever you wanna do.
Til then, DON'T have a kid at 16 and then expect your parents to watch your kid. I'm not saying you're not old enough to take care of your kid. ALL MOTHERS, ALL AGES at one point or another are capable of maturing to nurture their offspring. But eventually, you'll want your freedom, and nights out. And where will you leave your kid then? Who's gonna watch your kid when you finish school, or go to work? Exactly.. your parents. If not yours then his.

I'm NOT one of those people.
I trust NO ONE with my son.
Maybe for a couple hours but that's it.
I've never been away from Jayden for more than a few hours since the day he's been born. I've always slept with him. I have separation anxiety, and I don't think I could ever go a day without him. I'm 22 with a High School Diploma and College education and work experience, and even I have difficulties and hard times.

Don't get me wrong, Jayden is a lucky kid. His parents LOVE him, his grandparents LOVE him, his GREAT grandparents LOVE him, and his UNCLES LOVE him.!

But no one has time to watch him or take care of him except ME. I put my life on hold for him.

I'm not for abortion nor against it.
It's a woman's right to her own body.
But don't punish your child and have them suffer when you can hardly take care of yourself and wanna bring another life into the world.

"If he loves you, he'll wait"

FYI- don't have a kid with someone and wanna name it something he wanted to with his ex. That's just wrong.

Replacement Girl

My girls and I have MIA'd from blogging, everyone's busy doing their own thing.
Sorry we left you hanging Judy =\

So my son did the cutest thing earlier.. He kept running around and i kept telling him to lay down [in Vietnamese] and go to sleep in his sofa bed and he'd sit down, lay back then scooch down. It was so adorable! And he laid there watching t.v. So as i reached for my camera, it wouldn't turn on. I charged the battery thinking maybe the battery was dead. Still wouldn't turn on. FML, my lens kept popping in and out in and out every time i turned it on it'd get stuck. I need a new camera!! My poor baby.. Time for a replacement girl.

What's a nice looking camera but an okay price?

I HAD the Canon Powershot SD790 IS

well it was actually my bd's.. i just took it and used it ;]

I was looking at a few cameras online and my eyes fell in love with..


The Canon Powershot SD1200 IS in GREEN


The Canon Powershot SD780 IS in BLACK or..


in Red, she's looking quite lovely ;]

OR


The Canon Powershot SD940 IS in BLACK.

Alright, so i know what you're thinking.. The two black SD940 & SD780 look the same.. Somewhat.. I kinda like how the SD940 looks, better. Basically, the 780 is .1inch smaller in width, depth, and .1oz lighter in weight. They're both 12.1 megapixel, the 780 has 3x optical zoom where as the 940 has 4x optical zoom. Difference in pricing? The 780 is about $199 and the 940 is like $260 =\ The SD1200 ranges around $150+

I always told myself I'd never spend more than $150 on a camera, but I'm soo in love!!


So after I gave Jayden a bath and dressed him, I gave him his bottle and laid him down for bed. And he was falling asleep drinking his milk, and I had Madagascar on the TV. As soon as the movie was over and the credits came on, he woke up and started waving his hands and jamming to "I Like to Move it, Move it". LMAO, for some reason he LOVES that song. And every time I put a movie on he watches bits and pieces, but he's always more into the credits for some reason. Then he talks to me in baby language to tell me the movie is over.

Smh, my boy is tooo adorable! Just the other day I was laying down and he hovered over me and brushed my bangs out my face and kissed me. The best kisses are the loud smacking ones with wet boogies. It's soo cute, how could I get grossed out, it's the thought that counts. ;)

B.o.B ft Bruno Mars-Nothing on You
Half these girls really don't have shit on me, but the extra weight. Chill hoe, I'll always be his number 1.

Merry New Years, Happy Christmas?

I'm late on it, but Merry late Christmas..
New Years in a couple of days..
and I'm so looking forward to just forgetting
EVERYTHING and EVERYONE.!

Can I just live one fucking year without all this mess and drama with
some stupid ass nigga or some dick-hungry hoes.?
Go ahead honey, he's all yours.

Some hoes need the whole world's supply of dick,
cause one ain't enough for em'.
That's generally speaking, not just pointing out
to one particular individual.
What has the world come to? Dick-hungry ass bitches nowadays..
It ain't cute.. YOU ain't cute.

I'm tryna end this year with a BANG, like seriously.
My little monster is ALL I NEED. He knows who his Mom is, ha.

Downgrade

Soo.. like.. my bro wants to know,

"Have you been to the aquarium lately?"

LMFAO.

At the beginning

I guess I now know why I stayed so long
Cause starting over is just so hard.
Having to put your heart on the line again
only to risk it being used and broken.

..Pass, i'll just put that big wall back up around it again

Moving On'

I don't regret anything'
Cause i deserve the best there is.
And my son deserves soo much more.

SANTA BABY

Dear Santa,

I've been a good girl this year, I supposed . . . nehh, I've been kind of a bad girl also lol. OH WELLS. Deal with it. I'm always super duper excited when Christmas comes around. Santa, I don't ask for much gifts at all. I just want everyone I love thats around me to be healthy, happy & safe! That would be the greatest gift of them all.

love jayy

I am behind on christmas shopping, sighs*