K.WEST + TRANSFORMERS

okays, this video does not go with the song. it makes no type of freakin sense. kanye should have done it differently. i don't know, it bothers me because i really like this song. watch it for yourself if you haven't seen it yet : Kanye West - Paranoid

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Transformers : Revenge of The Fallen comes out today. i haven't got the chance to see ityet. it was sold out for the midnight show, hopefully i will be able to soon !! & btw megan fox is so damn effing insane hot.

lovee jayy.

SUMMER 09

SUMMER TIME - i am definetly ready for summer to arrive & its in 3 more days !! i cannot wait =] i really wanna hit up to alot of places & if i get a chance; i so have to visit florida, california', nyc or even AUSTRALIA; simply because i have family there. isn't that cool ?! i don't even remember what i did last summer, probably shit, maybe thats why i don't remember. hopefully this year would be a good one. i am already dark lols, need to put some sunblock on, i don't wanna be burnt haha. & OMG my make-up .. arghh its definetly gonna smearn0ff because i'm gonna be sweating as hell !! i will probably have to wash out my face & re - apply my make-up twice a day or something. this summer i will get to spend it with my boyfriend =] hehe. its been like 3 years since i've spent a summer with one. glad that i have him, very excited .. hmm .. sad thing is that my BFFL [ best friends for life ] won't be here with me =[ she'll be living in california with her husband .. sucks, WTF. anyways, i'll try to make the best of it, i still have MARY [ little big sister lol ] & more of my gay friends .. this would be all .. peacee peace !

lovee jayy.

MY LOVE

infatuated ? just lust ? & so on ? NO. LOL

Oh my lord, where should I start with this ? this incredible feeling that I feel when im with him. A feeling out of this world, only those who's in love would know what I am talking about. It's like im sky high off the ground, every minute spent with him takes my breath away. I know that I am in love, I just know. We've came a long way to be where we are now & I look forward to our future. I wouldn't trade this for anything in the world. Despite, the differences & arguments that we have, it wouldn't change that one amazing feeling we have for each other until the end of time. He's my best friend, my world, to sum it all,

HE'S MY EVERYTHING; MY BEST & THE BEST.

lovee jayy.