I Remember When

I remember the first year of me and babes' relationship. We went through a LOT of ups and downs. I can honestly say the main problem was his ex's. These girls just didn't know how to hopp off and stay off. No, i don't believe in being friends with someone you once had an emotional or sexual relationship with. He did alot of wrong and i used to ask myself why i still stayed through all the heartbreak. People used to call me stupid, but i said i was stuck on stupid love. Then one day that summer as i sat in his room all alone while he left me home as always, i just got fed up. I walked back and fourth to the train station at some 3-4am in Camden. Then i walked back to his house, told myself if he came home in a half hour i'd give it one more try. He'd been out since 1am and came home 7am and went straight to sleep, not even realizing i had cutt myself. Yes, i know i was stupid back then.. [crazy thing was my blood stains were still on his pillow 4months later!] The next day i just left, called quits and told myself i deserve better. If he really loved me he'd chase after me but he didnt..

Until 3months later when he realized the girl that he screwed me over for wasn't all she was cracked up to be. He came back, when i had set my life straight. My problem was never letting go of the past and heartaches. I always brought up problems, which made us argue, which pushed him away. We was always arguing about a girl, this girl that girl. He just has issues of telling a bitch to fuck off! I, however have no problem cursing a bitch out and telling her to fuck off my man.

Anywhos it took him a LONG while to finally just grow the hell up. He still has problems letting go of his fiends. I felt like a mother long before i became one. Well i finally was able to let go of the past, and we are as happy as ever. Well ever since i came back from Florida that is. I guess it took me leaving and writing some bullshit April Fools joke about me getting married and some dumb retard believing it and running back and telling him for him to realize he better act right or i'm gone with his son forever.

We have a mutual understanding now, NO BITCHES, PERIOD! If we see one of our ex's [emotional or sexual] we DON'T acknowledge their presence, let alone say hi or talk. OR ELSE. Isn't that right babe? LOL



Man we used to take soo many pictures, well I took pictures. He didn't care much then. Thank god i deleted all his pictures with him and any other tricks from his past. There's only room for one girl in this guy's life and that's MEMEMEMEMEMEMEMEMEMEMEMEMEME. Baby knows i do it better than any trick he ever had, i'm WIFEY. Yes, I got that ring on my finger.

Keyshia Kole's I remember brings back sooo many bad memories from 2007. I'm glad I'm finally strong enough to let go of the past and pain, and be able to build a happy forever with him. We have a beautiful one year old that looks just like him. What guy wouldn't want a son who looks just like him? LOL.

Moral of the story: If you're hurting too much, it's time to let go. If it's meant to be, they'll come back. Holding grudges just tears you more apart. Good healthy relationships are built on trust and happiness.

So yeah, I know I was stupid, I know he was fucked up. But I did my fair share of dirty too as he says. So Ladies, next time you wanna talk shit about another girls' relationship, remember how you once were stupid yourself. Because unfortunately, all girls have one time or another been treated like shit by a guy because guys are assholes! And they never appreciate what they have until they're close to losing it.

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P.S. I love getting together with my Twin, we have some fun, crazy ass talks. We don't call each other BFF's because they're so over-rated. Chicks now a days call every girl they chill with their BFF until one goes their seperate way then they find a new one.