REAL TALK PT 3

As I always say . . . .

Friends Becomes Associates

- REAL TALK.

I know a few, one or two.

Especially when we use to call each other " MY BITCH " or what not. & now, hardly speak because I don't know what. Drama, or being friends with someone that they don't like. I just don't know what it is. This is life, & you move on. People come & go. Its 2009 though, people out there are dying everyday because of violence & etc. We need peace in this world. Well, I'm not gonna have peace with this one bitch .. LOL.

As I was saying . . . everyone/group of friends needs to learn that, even though one friend is cool with someone they dislike, it should be okay; as long as it doesn't affect their/our friendship. We all don't like drama. BUT if that person decides to turn on you, then its a different story, I suppose. I agree that it'll be fucked up.

We're all grown, its time to act like one. We're not getting any younger. Friendships/people fade, you'll grow to learn who will always be by your side. Just let the ones who aren't going to be, go. I love who I have now, & I don't call anyone my best friend no more. I have one & that will remain the same, though she's thousands miles away. I MISS YOU, we still try to keep in contact. Hurry up & get a phone. & for my main groupies, lol; you know who you are =] MTJ♥

love jayy.

RELATIONSHIPS

Mm kays, relationships, they're a pain in the ass from what I learned. Not just one person, its both. Both make it work or just not to work with it at all. Its complicated, LOVE IS COMPLICATED. "No it can't always be kisses, hugs, & beautiful words " I understand that.

I've learned not smother each other so much, it makes the relationship go down the drain. There's no such thing as forever, but then again, there can be. That's if you believe it'll work out & stick with each other throughout so many years, then there is a such thing call forever.

Break Up To make Up'. Don't people find that annoying though ? Constantly breaking up, then getting back together ? That annoy me so bad. There's no point of being with each other if that happens all the time. Again, I know how it feels, can't help the way you feel.

If things aren't running smoothly anymore, maybe its time to let go, right ? You don't have to force yourself to continue to stay together. Sometimes letting go is a good thing, you learn from it. Learn how to be independent, don't need a spouse to make you happy & hold you back. As well if that person treats you bad, FUCK EM'. Karma will come around, & let the bitch do her job.

I've learned so much from this one relationship that I am in right now. Everyone only know & see our happy side .. & will never know our times when things are so messed up; well some did. Still we're good, because I believe we're strong enough. There's a point where I done fucked up & need to change my ways, he also needs to too, hah ! He has made me realize alot, but we still need to work on a couple of things. We both learn[ed] from each other; mistakes & to guide one another. Nothing & nobody is perfect.

p.s - sometimes, some people don't deserve you or even each other.

THE EX'S

britney spears & justin timberlake

jessica simpson & nick lachey
CURRENT COUPLES


vanessa hudgens & zac efron


jay-z & beyonce'

lovee jayy.

SO I'VE HEARD

so its the last month of summer, & fall begins somewhere in september. my summer this year sucked ass real bad. i didn't get to do much. i really wanna hit the beach one more time & as well have a chance to go to six flags. so hopefully i'll get to go.

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SHUT THE FUCK UP, PLEASE

so, i was looking at something & yo idk who " fiona " is talking about. its funny to me though, the chick is funny. but enough about talking shit about people online or even writing about in my blog. my boyfriend says, " don't play a role in these childish games ", but people need to mind their own damn business. so shut the fuck up, bitch. it goes to you, you, you, you, you & yes you! lmao.

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my old - new girlz lol

i need to catch up with some of you guys, big time. i've missed you[s] too. we need to go out to eat, drink, hangout, whatevers. from bigasshead jennifer [lol], my girlfriends' trinh & lisa baby. jojo[f]baby. mary, i miss you too. though i see you most of the time lol, but we haven't went out together, cause i've been with the stanky boyfriend. my pretty face solina. & whoever. i can't mention all these names all at once. omg & most of all !!!! my mutherfucking BEST FRIEND LEE. i miss her so much, i can't wait until she gets back from california in the end of this month.

lovee jayy.

10 MONTHS

hi hey hello. today is my ten months anniversary with my baby/boyfriend. wow, hell this relationship has been something. we've been through crazy crazy. he says that i am crazy, im not going to deny that.

i love him so much, its more than i can say. he has opened eyes with some certain things. its been awhile for us, before we even became official. he's an asshole though, at times. & im an annoying bitch, but he still loves me right hunny ? lol. plus i wanna choke him too when we're in an argument. sighs* he is my world, & im glad to have him as my boyfriend. there are times when i sit there & think, to me i feel like we DO take each other for granted . . . still he is the best boyfriend in the world. he strives to make me happy all the time, even when he can't. " BEST I'VE EVER HAD " i never wanna lose this, not now. it won't be right if i don't have him . . .

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY HUNNY; ILOVEYOU <3

lovee jayy.