RELATIONSHIPS

Mm kays, relationships, they're a pain in the ass from what I learned. Not just one person, its both. Both make it work or just not to work with it at all. Its complicated, LOVE IS COMPLICATED. "No it can't always be kisses, hugs, & beautiful words " I understand that.

I've learned not smother each other so much, it makes the relationship go down the drain. There's no such thing as forever, but then again, there can be. That's if you believe it'll work out & stick with each other throughout so many years, then there is a such thing call forever.

Break Up To make Up'. Don't people find that annoying though ? Constantly breaking up, then getting back together ? That annoy me so bad. There's no point of being with each other if that happens all the time. Again, I know how it feels, can't help the way you feel.

If things aren't running smoothly anymore, maybe its time to let go, right ? You don't have to force yourself to continue to stay together. Sometimes letting go is a good thing, you learn from it. Learn how to be independent, don't need a spouse to make you happy & hold you back. As well if that person treats you bad, FUCK EM'. Karma will come around, & let the bitch do her job.

I've learned so much from this one relationship that I am in right now. Everyone only know & see our happy side .. & will never know our times when things are so messed up; well some did. Still we're good, because I believe we're strong enough. There's a point where I done fucked up & need to change my ways, he also needs to too, hah ! He has made me realize alot, but we still need to work on a couple of things. We both learn[ed] from each other; mistakes & to guide one another. Nothing & nobody is perfect.

p.s - sometimes, some people don't deserve you or even each other.

THE EX'S

britney spears & justin timberlake

jessica simpson & nick lachey
CURRENT COUPLES


vanessa hudgens & zac efron


jay-z & beyonce'

lovee jayy.

FAVORITES

yesterday night, i've gotten the chance to go see GI JOE. it was pretty awesome. lots of action going on & i loved every moment of it. im sure they'll have part two to come, because the story hasn't end yet. woot woot, can't wait. & OMG, CHANNING TATUM is the most sexiest thing ever. i've always thought he was sexy ever sinced i've watched him in " coach carter " ;]

FACTS :

age : 29

height : 5'11"

eye color : green

occupation : model / actor

lovee jayy.

SO I'VE HEARD

so its the last month of summer, & fall begins somewhere in september. my summer this year sucked ass real bad. i didn't get to do much. i really wanna hit the beach one more time & as well have a chance to go to six flags. so hopefully i'll get to go.

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SHUT THE FUCK UP, PLEASE

so, i was looking at something & yo idk who " fiona " is talking about. its funny to me though, the chick is funny. but enough about talking shit about people online or even writing about in my blog. my boyfriend says, " don't play a role in these childish games ", but people need to mind their own damn business. so shut the fuck up, bitch. it goes to you, you, you, you, you & yes you! lmao.

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my old - new girlz lol

i need to catch up with some of you guys, big time. i've missed you[s] too. we need to go out to eat, drink, hangout, whatevers. from bigasshead jennifer [lol], my girlfriends' trinh & lisa baby. jojo[f]baby. mary, i miss you too. though i see you most of the time lol, but we haven't went out together, cause i've been with the stanky boyfriend. my pretty face solina. & whoever. i can't mention all these names all at once. omg & most of all !!!! my mutherfucking BEST FRIEND LEE. i miss her so much, i can't wait until she gets back from california in the end of this month.

lovee jayy.

VANESSA ANNE HUDGENS

she has done it again lol. some more leaked photos of her. i've seen the first couple of ones that was leaked before. lord, her shit was bushy haha. she should've gotten it waxed or shaved or something. this new one [ shown ], i think its still old or something. anyways, i find it nothing wrong with taking pictures of yourself naked. its really normal. still it is embarassing if someone else finds or see it, but some people want others to see, so i dont know lol.

lovee jayy.

SIMPLE

today is friday, woot woot lols. who im kiddin, im not doing anything tonight. anyways, i was getting into say that this song called " SIMPLE " is one of my favorite songs right now. im really feelin' it. my boyfriend just likes the beat ;]

" simple girl, need a simple man "

lovee jayy.

Baby's 1st Birthday

So my baby boy's 1st birthday just recently passed. The party was okay although there were no kids, maybe i need to make friends with more mommies. LOL So yeah we had a party for him on Saturday and my family came through, then his dad's friends came later at night and we ate tons of food and bbq'd.













Tuesday was his actual birthday and we spent the day at Seaside Heights with his daddy's friends. It was nice, not particularly big like Wildwood and AC but at least the water was clean although i think i'd prefer Wildwood cause the beach is FREE. LOL Even though we didn't even have to pay cause we got free wrist bands =] This was the first time Jayden liked playing in the water though, the other two times he cried. But that day he was all splashing and laughing and trying to eat sand.






Then yesterday we went to the hospital for his one year check-up and shots. And while we was waiting he was running around chasing this little black girl and he's all laughing and chuckling while chasing after her it was cute. LOL. I remember when Jayden was little and we went to WIC the kids were all curious and poking their faces in the stroller to look at Jayden and Rick got mad. Now Jayden's doing that shit and i'm like see babe, it's normal for a kid to be curious, now go yell at Jayden LOL. Turns out Jayden's insurance got "terminated" so we went there for nothing and now i gotta do all this bogus paperwork to reapply and then reschedule, damn fuckers.!



Anywho's next birthday is... my B.I.L, Peter then ten days later MINES!!!! We're both gonna be 22, hmm what to do.... I'm planning my whole weekend out and my bitches better come the eff out and party with me or i'm disowning them as my bitches, sike... LOL nah, but i'm totally serious though so GF you better ditch Hieu that weekend and come roll with me!

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So i'm sitting here reposting and reposting and not seeing any pictures, then i was getting mad as shit til i realized fucking fb links suck ass and don't work. My bad, i reposted this like 5million times haha.

POSITIONS

sex positions LOL! i know i may sound like a freak, but whats wrong with being a freak ?

okays, so i was looking at all these sex positions on this website called " SEX INFO101.COM " its in 3-D, so it actually gives you like the full effect haha. i find it very interesting, but some of the positions look the same or something. it kind of look the same, but with different names for each and everyone of them. also, the comments that people leave for those positions, they're such hornballs lol. sex is nature & who cares, am i right ? well just check the site out.

p.s - & why the fuck isn't my fellow bloggers blogging, i understand trinh but what the fuck mary ?! lol. sheeesh, boutta change this blog name to my name. love yah two bitches though =]

lovee jayy.